Thursday, November 15, 2012

Art = Pain

On the plus side, I now have man hands... Okay not sure if that is a plus...
I finished my "wearable art sculpture" for my class yesterday... morning? ... I made a chain mail coif (sans neck guard) it is really pretty impressive, if I do say so myself.  Chain mail is the stuff medieval knights wore under their armor to protect against glancing blows. It was really hard to make but that may have been mostly my fault as I chose to work with galvanized steel wire. :) All I can really say is that my hands hurt, and I now know how to make legit armor.  

My life is moderately coming together.  I am a couple forms away form declaring my major (Studio Art: Sculpture), I may add more later, but I would rather bring extra ammo than loose some in the process. :)

On the other hand, pretty sure I failed my econ test. Tests + Me = Bad Grades.  People are always surprised by that, which makes sense. I am a pretty clever person, I just don't do that learning thing. This completely explains my being in a top ranked private university becoming an Art Major.

I make my parents proud and their check books weep. 


Saturday, November 3, 2012

I feel like...

... an emotional vacuum.

I just suck it all up. SHULURP~!
But I can't spit it back out again. Once I have it, you ain't ever getting it back.

People tell me I am kind, and I just want to yell at them, "NO. I am a Vacuum. Vacuum's have no feelings. What you are experiencing is my need to make everyone around me happy by sucking out all of their problems!!"               but, I don't because I don't like confrontations. :)

In a way this is ironic, because I really need to vacuum my room. It is gross. :)

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Needed not Wanted

I am your favorite pair of granny-panties. The ones you put on when you don't want anything to ride up your ass, you know the pair, the comfortable ones.

You need me, without me you are uncomfortable, things just don't sit the same.

but.

You would never wear me to a party, or under a fancy dress.

You need me, but you don't want me.
I am always there when you have a problem, when you need help. You can always count on me to get the job done and done right. I am good at that. But for God's sake, when I ask for something from you, help me.
I don't do it often, so it might be easy to ignore, but please, listen to me when I need you.


Sunday, August 12, 2012

Thinking is a Dangerous Occupation

and I have been doing a lot of it...
I was thinking about making a comic. Perhaps about lifeguarding and sorority life or something like that. It might be fun... if I can keep up on it, but hey, if Hyperbole and a Half can take a five month vacation so can I!!

Anyway~

I have also been thinking about what I will name my pets when I have them.
I have always wanted a Welsh Corgi, they are the cutest little dogs ever. My friend suggested that I name it Benedict Cumberbatch, or after another actor with a unique name.  But, my neighbor told me how she names her dogs and I thought it a novel idea! She name them after things that are shouted, like her last dog Spartacus. So, now I want to name my future dog Freedom.  I can just see myself shouting "FREEDOM!" out the back door and this little corgi come running. :)
As for future cats; I want Siamese, I have two now and they are the best. They are rather loud cats, but I kind of prefer that over those cats whose meow you can barely hear! Since cats are best in pairs, I would get two queens from the same litter and name them Schade and Freude after the word schadenfreude meaning "to take pleasure in other's pain" which is pretty much all cats do. ((and I love them for it!)


P.S:
 I found a pair of pants, thank you simplybe.comd

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Character Intro: Hadiiya Min Munbasat

Hadiiya is average in height and weight standing a little over 5'6". She has a fierce beauty with a defined nose and high cheekbones, yet her large, golden eyes soften her features when she smiles.  The tightly swirling gold patterns of the Touch add an alien element to her light brown skin.  The long, golden hair flows down her back stopping just at her hips.

Hadiiya is the first daughter to the Sultan and his wife.  She has a younger sister by two years and a baby brother who has been named heir to the throne . Before her betrothal to the Snake Prince she was fifteen years old and in training to become a priestess of the Creator.  Hadiiya is a Chosen of the Creator or a person endowed with all three Gifts; the Sight, the Touch, and the Blessing.

The Gifts:

The Sight gives the endowed the ability to see into the past, present, and in rare cases the future. It can also grant the endowed the ability to see far distances and night-vision. The mark of the Sight is gold in the eyes, commonly seen as flecks, or with one gold eye.  Hadiiya has two completely golden eyes.

The Touch gives the endowed the ability of magic.  The magic of the Touch can lend the endowed the ability to heal or wound, move objects, cast illusions, and summon. The mark of the Touch is represented by gold patterns on the skin.  The more intricate and brighter the patterns are the more powerful the magic of the endowed. Also the location of the patterns may show what magic they are capable of using. For example, if the endowed has vibrant patterns covering their hands and wrists it is likely that they are healers.   Hadiiya has complex patterns all over her body, but she has specialized in healing.

The Blessing gives the endowed the gifts of Paradise.  These gifts include but are not limited to; longer life span, faster healing rate, invulnerability to poisons, and increased physical ability.  The mark of the Blessing is  represented by gold in the hair.  Hadiiya has completely golden hair, which grants her untold abilities, since no one is willing to test these abilities (ie: poison the princess), it is known from her childhood that she is a fast healer and can lift things twice her weight.  The General Faris has a gold stripe in his hair which grants him incredible speed and strength. 

Hadiiya is not the only Chosen alive, the Prophet Ami and a young boy in the Prophet's service also bear all three of the Gifts.

Hadiiya is a stubborn girl that hates the shackles that her gender gives her among her people, but she also understands that change is something that must come slowly or it will be crushed before it can ever begin.
She is also very aware of her role as a Princes as well as one of the Chosen, the responsibility of both is a very heavy burden to carry.  She is calm, cool, and intelligent, but when angered she is a holy terror.  People tend to be hesitant around her because of her power as a Princess and a Chosen as well as the oddness of her appearance, so she has very few friends of her own age.  She is very close to her younger sister and General Faris.


Sunday, June 3, 2012

Break It Down~

Had an emotional breakdown the other day.
And I really just want to say... I am sorry.  For a lot of things.
yeah.

Friday, June 1, 2012

I Don't Really Know...

but what ever it is, it is coming. 

I am hoping that it is a paycheck. But I guess that means that I have to get off the couch and find a better paying summer job. lol. 

But really. 
Summer. blah.
-.-